State of my life, plans for the future
I'm at a weird point right now.
My dad came to help me move about a week ago. He treated me super well, talked with me about everything I was struggling with, and actually listened and showed that all he cared about was my happiness. He took me everywhere I wanted to go, got us a nice place to stay for the night that we spent in a hotel between leases, and bought me everything I needed for my apartment, even beyond what I originally had in mind. He's paying for this beautiful apartment and all of my classes, and trying to get me back in touch with my mom and...
It's just...
I'm truly blessed to have him as my father, if he can forgive me even after I was such an insufferable brat for so long. I don't know where I'd be without him.
Anyways, I've decided I will actually try talking with my mom again (at Dad's request), on the condition that she stays sober for an entire week before talking with me. I don't like talking with drunks, and especially not drunks that I'm on bad terms with. Hopefully we can resolve some stuff... I don't even care if my dad is playing games with me to force me to work things out with her; he's always been fair when he's trying to set me on the right path, and still is even now.
I'm probably gonna start streaming next week (twitch.tv/isotera). People have been saying I have the personality for it, and all I do is play videogames all day anyway, so I might as well. I still have a bit of cleaning up to do around my apartment though after my move, so I just need to tidy some stuff up and hopefully get some nice(r) stuff to wear. I'll put together a streaming schedule by Saturday, with the idea that it should be something I can adhere to even in the fall after classes start up. It obviously won't be long hours, but it'll be enough to balance work and play. Fingers crossed that I'll be able to get everything up and running in time.
I'm really excited for everything moving forward.
Thanks!
-Charlotte
My dad came to help me move about a week ago. He treated me super well, talked with me about everything I was struggling with, and actually listened and showed that all he cared about was my happiness. He took me everywhere I wanted to go, got us a nice place to stay for the night that we spent in a hotel between leases, and bought me everything I needed for my apartment, even beyond what I originally had in mind. He's paying for this beautiful apartment and all of my classes, and trying to get me back in touch with my mom and...
It's just...
I'm truly blessed to have him as my father, if he can forgive me even after I was such an insufferable brat for so long. I don't know where I'd be without him.
Anyways, I've decided I will actually try talking with my mom again (at Dad's request), on the condition that she stays sober for an entire week before talking with me. I don't like talking with drunks, and especially not drunks that I'm on bad terms with. Hopefully we can resolve some stuff... I don't even care if my dad is playing games with me to force me to work things out with her; he's always been fair when he's trying to set me on the right path, and still is even now.
I'm probably gonna start streaming next week (twitch.tv/isotera). People have been saying I have the personality for it, and all I do is play videogames all day anyway, so I might as well. I still have a bit of cleaning up to do around my apartment though after my move, so I just need to tidy some stuff up and hopefully get some nice(r) stuff to wear. I'll put together a streaming schedule by Saturday, with the idea that it should be something I can adhere to even in the fall after classes start up. It obviously won't be long hours, but it'll be enough to balance work and play. Fingers crossed that I'll be able to get everything up and running in time.
I'm really excited for everything moving forward.
Thanks!
-Charlotte
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